★(905) こんなはずじゃない、こんな死に方じゃない・・I don't deserve this... to die like this.
- (2021-05-15 17:19:50)
Little Bill: You just shot an unarmed man.
Bill Munny: He should have armed himself if he's gonna decorate his saloon with my friend.
Little Bill: You'd be William Munny out of Missouri. Killer of women and children.
Bill Munny: That's right. I've killed women and children. I've killed just about everything that walks or crawled at one time or another. And I'm here to kill you, Little Bill, for what you did to Ned.
Little Bill: I don't deserve this... to die like this. I was building a house.
Bill Munny: Deserve's got nothin' to do with it.
Little Bill: I'll see you in hell, William Munny.
Bill Munny: Yeah.
これがボクらの死に方
死に際、どんな気持ちなるのか。ほとんどの人は、もう少し生きたいとか、何かしらやり残した気持ちを抱くと思う。自分の人生この程度だったか、という気持ちか。
唐突に出てくる「I was building a house」が美しい。
なのにこれで終わりかよ、「こんなはずじゃなかった・・」とか「無念である」。たぶん、ボクもそういう気持ちでその時を迎えるのだろう。
「Deserve has got nothing to do with it」
(こんなはずじゃない、なんか関係ないだろう)
Little Billは「I'll see you in hell, William Munny」
(地獄で待っている)
覚悟が決まったすがすがしさ。
「Yeah」とだけ言って、銃弾を撃ち込む。